Jaded Seclusion

As the day winds down my energy dwindles while my imagination is only beginning to awaken.

Go through my routine its so easy to shut it all out of my head.

My body pulses with pain created by my jaded mind.

I want to let them into my heart and share myself,

Could they pay mind to my guts spilling on the floor.

Everything I am staining their shallow conscious.

In the morning will they remember what I said.

It meant so much to me, what does it mean to them?
The care I have is especially shown by how much I expand my soul to another person.
My heart hurts each time I am told I don't show enough.
Would you even fucking notice?
Would you feel each word as it escapes into the air?
 

Seduction of the Heart

Conviction in every word, faint contradiction in your actions.
Sweetly your energy caresses me.
Doubt snakes up next to me, am I blind to this?
I have met so many good magicians.
Pulling reality out of lies.
Should I trust this beauty?
Or leave it all behind....

Full moon effect

 
 Show me things I have never seen.

Tell me things you would ever tell anyone else.

Make this novocaine feeling fade from my body.

Take me on a journey, far away from civilization.

Be the friend I couldn't live without.

Laugh with me until you hurt.

Help me to feel the love that I'm sure is a fairytale.

I want to believe in happiness.