Lonely mind.

I find that I am not the best at saying the things I want to say. I'm not good at letting people get to know me either. Some days I wish there was someone who I could spill my guts to. My mind is my prison ultimately. The only deep emotions I can come to let out flow onto paper or in this case the keyboard. I scream for a resolution to my caged mind. I dont think anyone wants to hear what I have in there.

one day perhaps...

Blah Blah Blah

Weird.


I feel a change sweeping over my life. Although chaos is so evident and developing I feel more pleased with everything. I think my emotional scars are starting to fade quickly. What he did to me is no longer effecting my conscious mind. I have completely stopped taking bullshit from anyone. The law of attraction is a beautiful thing. I have been working towards mastering the use of it. So far the little things are happening easier and easier. meh, this is becoming more of a rambling than anything else lol.